no surprise here
Joshua,
Present may be accepted on this date, (18/10)
SCHOOL:
Townsville Pri,Bowen Sec
LEVEL:Sec
1E3,
2E3,3e1
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Monday, August 25, 2008
I am hurt....Aiyoo
Today at the playground..
zh stepped on my hand
my started to 'bleed'
not really bleed
but my hand got blister
then he go step
then got the internal bleeding
in my blisterthe internal bleeding
is like u hurting my fragile heart
without u my my side
i feel very unsafe
i feel lonely
without u
i feel like killing myself
'u ar the voice i hear inside of me
the reason that i'm missing'
i keep telling myself to 4get
about u
but i just can't
u always appear in my mind
i tried many ways like
hitting my head
etc. to try to 4get u
but i just couldn't
how?
can someone who
no i feel
help me..plz
i am dieing soon...
8:00 PM
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Something in my troubled heart
sianz...dont no how to express my hard feelings in my heart...i am so troubled...y...did u have to treat me like that...everytime i c u...i will feel the awlful pain in my heart..wat am i going to do..can someone help me...i hope we still can be friendz like last time but it seems to be getting harder and harder...the frienship between us in getting wider and wider...i feel like hating u but i just can't...everytime i am alone...i will start thinking of u...i told myself not to think about u but i just can't...i really hate u..u no?u onli come to me when u nid help...u just using me as a helpline...stupid!!!example u tok to me online and just wan to ask me about maths questions...and todae u ask me to lend u the 'chocolate' ws to copy...i feel like rejecting u...but after u say"Joshua.."in a ear piercing way...i was like eeeeeeyer...so disgusting...but i still hope i can be friends with u...but at the same time...i still wan to hate u...my mind is still in a complete mess...
5:27 PM
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Saddy Moments in my heart
Sianz...dont no how to explaini just feel the hurt when u ar so coldto me..u ar like so hurting people..i am really sryfor making fun of u tis few days...i really had no choicei wanted to hate ubut u just keep appearing in my mind..all that funny things i did to ui had no choicei did it for a reason...i am always trying to catch ur attention...but u just be cold to me..i have been tryingmany ways to try to forget about ubut it does not work...none of them worky did have to reject me so badly?plz stop appearing in my mind...plzi beg udont hurt me anyone..but i hope westill can get alongas well as last year...if onli that is possible...
7:15 PM
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Cool Day!!
2day I wen to ZH father there eat chicken rice with MEL,Hazel Chua,Hui Qi,desmond and Zhan Hao. it was so nice the chicken rice. Wen we reach ther 1 auntie called zh sao yeh,then we started calling him that all day. he was so pissed of. the chicken rice was delicious and most importantly it was foc, cool rite? desmond was like ate 2 small saucer of chill,omg. after that we chit chat a while then left. we walked back to sch accept for zh as he nid to go home. all the gals was like toking like so loud,no choice i and desmond had to close a ear. so noisy. they were like toking all along the way,siao!!!we were so far apart that we had to w8 for them at the gate 4 2 minutes thay catch up with us.......then later wen in the sch,then met diana,jamie,audreys and joyce. they were like so jealous that we had eaten free chicken rice....haha,hehe,hoho,lols,diaos...too bad for them...
4:44 PM
